Tuesday, January 27, 2009

Perhaps the Most Amazing Image Ever


Anyone into philosophy in the slightest bit will, I believe, enjoy this image heartily.

This is my post for the day. I will now return to learning Alpha Beta Gamma Delta Epsilon Zeta Eta Theta Iota Kappa Lambda Mu Nu Xi Omnitron Pi Rho Sigma Tau Upsilon Phi Chi Psi Omega. Or, in other words, the Greek Alphabet. Or should I say Alphabeta...oh snap.

Monday, January 26, 2009

A Typical AIM Conversation

Poor Soul who had to deal with my rambling (9:20:35 PM): Yo man, sweet quote.

Auto Response from irugee (9:20:35 PM):
"We are so obsessed with doing that we have no time and no imagination left for being. As a result, men are valued not for what they are but for what they do or what they have—for their usefulness."

-My boy Thomas Merton.

Poor Soul (9:20:51 PM): I like to be.
Poor Soul (9:20:55 PM): I like being a lot.
irugee (9:21:28 PM): haha thanks man! being is quite awesome i have to say. damn you would have been an awesome addition to my theology class like we were saying a while back, we talked about being all the time.
Poor Soul (9:21:41 PM): That's awesome.
Poor Soul (9:22:08 PM): and eating animals right? cause they're not self aware. they don't get "be" so they must be munched on!
Poor Soul (9:24:28 PM): I'm still for the theory that we're all victim to chemical reactions, and that fate is more of an equation then a destiny.
irugee (9:26:46 PM): really? im not sure that i believe in fate...though that may be myself being insecure and not wanting to give up "control" of my life. a part of me wants to say i dont believe in it though. like, aside from the ultimate fate of earthly death. (that sounds so gloomy but idk what else to really say)
irugee (9:29:01 PM): i wouldnt say that we are victim to chemical reactions though , like iwould say that some of our realm is biological but there is also a metaphysical element (for me, being a Christian, it being God)
irugee (9:29:10 PM): i apologize for going all philosophical on yo ass
Poor Soul (9:29:24 PM): nah man, i go philosophical on my own ass.
Poor Soul (9:30:00 PM): And i totally get what your saying, i just think because we can explain emotions and thoughts and feelings through science, that there's really no room for anything metaphysical.
irugee (9:37:29 PM): thats where i would disagree, i dont believe we can explain the totality of those things through science (though science is, i agree, an extremely helpful tool in understanding those things. the thing some dont understand that it is a tool, its authority is so great that some no longer realize its only a tool for understanding the purely physical. the biggest authorities are shrouded by the fact that one cannot even realize the totality of the authority due to its large sphere of influence) . anyway as iwas saying haha , the totality of those things i cannot believe be explained through science because, well, who are you? who am i? is there a mini me inside of me which i can pinpoint and declare with certainty : this is I, this is me, and nothing else, i know with certainty that this entity is the reason for my consciousness? i dont believe we can pinpoint this "bedrock" of existence to any one physical portion of the self, pointing towards something higher, or at the least, the inadequacy of science to explain the fullness of the world. truth has become "fact" instead of truth, the power comes in the fact or that which can be realized in the sole realm of the empirical. in fact science(if the only pure authority present in the world) basically works off the premise that the only "real" things in the world are derived from the emperical, the only true things can be verified from the emperical. the only thing is...that very premise cannot be verified by the emperical and thus contradicts itself, rendering science as the purely one and only authority null. though as i said i believe it to be an extremely amazing tool for understanding the world. espceially when it comes tosaving lives/medicine, things like that. holy crap, long as hell.
Poor Soul (9:40:22 PM): so wait, your beef is the whole "i am me" thing?
Poor Soul (9:40:26 PM): super short version.
irugee (9:42:13 PM): well, kind of, not really. thats kind of a main example i used to show that, at least right now, science cannot purely be used to explain neuroscience/psychology/cognitive science and the links between being/consciousness and the chemical workings of the brain. my main beef i would say would be the use of science as the only authority in todays world, basically the only truth. and the fact that , if science is the only authority...it contradicts itself.
Poor Soul (9:43:27 PM): i, um, wiv,. ,va;nureigeh;gfadsaah fuiew. my head is like 4 hrs behind my body right now.
Poor Soul (9:43:55 PM): How does science being the only truth contradict itself now?
Poor Soul (9:44:06 PM): and don't use the word emperical unless you by me a dictionary.
irugee (9:44:56 PM): hahah thats fine dude, i apologize for kinda going out of control . its just stuff like this i get really into, in fact i plan to major in cog sci/neurosci in college to try to better understand the links between the chemical brain and the consciousness of being. and ooo emperical means "based on the five senses"
irugee (9:45:24 PM): so like, anything you can experience physically through the five senses
irugee (9:46:08 PM): so what im saying is
irugee (9:46:51 PM): if science becomes the only authority, it says this: The only things that are true are those things with a basis/proof/experience through the five senses.
irugee (9:47:51 PM): Im saying that if that is the premise, it contradicts itself, because the premise itself holds no basis whatsoever in the realm of the five senses, thus contradicting exactly what it attempted to establish
irugee (9:56:10 PM): haha sorry if i seem like im trying to go over your head or wahtever, i just get really into this stuff
Poor Soul (10:14:44 PM): sorry, my mom was reading my paper.
irugee (10:15:12 PM): no problemo at all
Poor Soul (10:15:12 PM): But nah it's cool. i feel like if i better understood what you were saying i might be willing to debate, but i'm all kinds of confused.
Poor Soul (10:15:20 PM): That's neat that you want to major in it though.


I figured I would post this just to show that well, I'm kind of really into religion/science and that sort of thing. I actually do talk to people normally, I swear...

Sunday, January 18, 2009

D.A.N.C.E. by Justice

Do the D.A.N.C.E,
1, 2, 3, 4 Fight!
Stick to the B.E.A.T,
Get ready to ignite

You were such a P.Y.T pretty young thing
Catching all the lights
Just easy as A.B.C
That’s how you make it right!

Do the D.A.N.C.E,
1, 2, 3, 4 Fight!
Stick to the B.E.A.T,
Get ready to ignite

You were such a P.Y.T pretty young thing
Catching all the lights
Just easy as A.B.C
That’s how you make it right!

Do the D.A.N.C.E,
Stick to the B.E.A.T,
Just easy as A.B.C
Do the dance,
Do the dance!

The way you move is a mystery,
Do the dance,
You’re always there for music and me.
Do the dance,
The way you move is a mystery,
Do the dance,
You’re always there for music and me.

Do the D.A.N.C.E,
1, 2, 3, 4 Fight!
Stick to the B.E.A.T,
Get ready to ignite

You were such a P.Y.T pretty young thing
Catching all the lights
Just easy as A.B.C
That’s how you make it right!

The way you move is a mystery,
Do the dance,
Do the dance.
You’re always there for music and me.
Do the dance,
Do the dance.
The way you move is a mystery,
Do the dance,
Do the dance.
You’re always there for music and me.

Under the spotlight,
Neither black no white,
It does not matter,
Do the dance,
Do the dance!

As strong as you might,
Working day and night,
Whatever happens,
Do the dance,
Do the dance!

Under the spotlight,
Neither black no white,
It does not matter,
Do the dance,
Do the dance!

As strong as you might,
Working day and night,
What at all happens,
Do the dance,
Do the dance!

The way you move is a mystery,
Do the dance,
You’re always there for music and me.

The way you move is a mystery

Thursday, January 15, 2009

Branagh's Hamlet (Movie Review)


What do you get when you cross Shakespeare’s four-plus hour play and the big screen? A whole lot of mediocrity gushes forth– a version of Hamlet, which, for the viewer’s sake, adds in some action (though poorly placed and overly exaggerated). Think of Kenneth Branagh’s Hamlet as a dry, wry, overly cooked cheeseburger which, in order to compensate for the poor cooking, becomes drowned in condiments (ketchup – blood - being the main ingredient here).
I do not entirely blame Branagh for the nature of the film, no: after all, he had to keep the cheeseburger on the grill for an entire four hours, a timeframe which, even with the most bloody of burgers, tends to drain the meat dry. Add in that the customer has to wait through four hours of the grilling (which, within the film, consists of literally hours of dialogue) only to be greeted by an explosion of ketchup soaked bread, and one can see why the average customer leaves the restaurant disappointed. The film becomes entrenched in either the well-done burger or the ketchup, never feeling “just right.”

At some points, the movie is exciting. This excitement, though, continues to a fault, the movie becoming a melodramatic expression of Branagh’s spin on the play. He clarifies things which are not so clear in the story – such as the nature of Hamlet’s and Ophelia’s relationship and the utter violence present in the final scenes (rendering Hamlet more ridiculous and mad than could be imagined in text).

Where there lurks not excitement there exists utter dullness, the viewer having to deal with Hamlet’s indecisiveness first hand, forced to sit through a film which anticlimactically ends in a crazed Hamlet murdering just about every important figure connected to him (aside from good old Horatio). The customer can only help but laugh after waiting such a long time for the burger – this is what I waited for?

I sought out Branagh’s Hamlet looking for the classic burger, something just right and renowned for its greatness. What I found was the remains of what could have been great, doused with tons of overcooked ketchup bread. Next time, I will be headed to a different restaurant.

1.5 Stars

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

Heaven and Hell: Illusions and Realities


I don't believe in an afterlife, so I don't have to spend my whole life fearing hell, or fearing heaven even more. For whatever the tortures of hell, I think the boredom of heaven would be even worse” (Issac Asimov). Throughout the lives of men, certain defined images heaven and hell have emerged. Due to the immaturity of the human mind in the early child stage, authorities take advantage, sometimes forever branding misleading images of these two significant states of being into the mind of the child. There seem to be a number of images on these two states, however the most misleading reduce each to a place (because the mind associates much more easily with the seen, the tangible and the recognizable). Heaven becomes a place in the sky, blue and cloud-filled, infinitely pleasurable “until the end of time”, God judging in his chair of infinite glory, all earthly pleasures present in abundance. Hell, on the other hand, is reduced to the devil with prongs, a place “below” earth, a fire filled pit of doom and destruction “until the end of time.” These images have been manipulated by (not so) great political, religious and secular leaders in history in order for material gain, national prosperity or mass conversion. Let us look to three great Christian apologists - Peter Kreeft, C.S. Lewis and Cardinal Joseph Ratzinger (Pope Benedict XVI) – for a clearer picture of those states which may or may not follow earthly death.

First of all, Peter Kreeft, a professor at Boston College, proposes a unique and new viewpoint on the subjects of heaven and hell – a viewpoint much in tune with that of C.S. Lewis. Kreeft establishes the role of time, eternity and joy in heaven and hell. Kreeft works with a purpose, a purpose designed specifically to go against the commonly held views of Heaven (as infinite pleasure) and Hell (as infinite pain). This is primarily due to the reality that the most objections occur within the realm of the presupposed and most common images of heaven and hell. If a new, more clear, more truth-filled image of an idea emerges, new, clearer objections must be raised – objections which simply apparently do not exist at this point because of the commonly accepted images. Individuals tend to ignore their standing as images but accept them as truth or fact, not open to any new portrayal of the reality in place of the image. Kreeft attempts to do this.

In order to do this, Kreeft works in threes instead of twos, eliminating any sense of duality – following the tradition of the Christian trinity. There are three primary levels (each with three aspects to it) that wholly compose the self and the self’s being. The three levels of depth are body, spirit and soul; the three aspects are life, desire and consciousness. These three images are able to more clearly establish the relationship between Heaven and Hell. Rather than simply indicating that one is infinite pleasure and the other infinite pain, Kreeft establishes the human relationship to that which is less (the world and worldly desires), that which is equal (the self and self desires), and that which is more (the beyond or Godly, selfless desires).

Being in alignment with Kreeft, C.S. Lewis establishes much of the same points in his work The Problem of Pain. Lewis’ honesty shines true when he says, “I am not going to try to prove the doctrine tolerable. Let us make no mistake; it is not tolerable” (Lewis 120). Lewis establishes the importance of truth and his dedication to it through this argument. Personally, Lewis, being a selfless Christian, would prefer that Hell did not possess true reality. Yet truth tells him it must be so, so he must be honest with his reader. This honesty, Lewis believes, will report the truth, no matter how much the truth pierces he and the reader on a surface level. This surface piercing goes along with Kreeft’s idea of the three levels of self. If a surface piercing is necessary to unlock joy and wisdom on a spirit level, then the surface piercing must be handled.

I believe that the most apparent reasons that C.S. Lewis and Peter Kreeft go against the common perceptions of Heaven and Hell are truth and joy themselves. Kreeft often reminds the reader of his own and Lewis’ commitment to true joy, stating, “As C.S. Lewis puts it, ‘Joy is not a substitute for sex; sex is very often a substitute for joy. I sometimes wonder whether all pleasures are not substitutes for joy’”(Kreeft 105). Rather than seek joy in its deepest truth, we seek the surface and thus in seeking the surface we receive a piercing at our depths rather than only a surface piercing (as would be the case if one pursued joy).

The problem of Heaven and Hell, the one that leads to false images of each and which Kreeft and Lewis attempt to correct, is that people, being faced with the tangible since childbirth, accept and pursue only the tangible. Lewis argument from desire shows that the surface can only bring so much to the individual, the rest must be assumed to be God, the unquenchable desire present while living only has one final object. That object is joy, and God is joy. The definition of joy explains earthly sufferings – the surface must be pierced in order to “tempt” the surface dwelling human to the center of his own self. To not suffer, to not be tempted in pursuit of these desires would truly be hell. The person would forever live on in self-indulgence, in self-pity, in all selfhood and never in selflessness. However, because many individuals fail to accept the surface piercings as simply surface with a greater cause, they become isolated in pursuit of solely temporal desires, “locking the gates of hell from the inside” as Lewis puts it. God will never force the sinner to delve into the depths of himself, but does allow for the surface of the self to be pierced – because he knows that this piercing is (or at least, should be) ultimately for the good of the self, the ultimate joy within the self.

Cardinal Joseph Ratzinger proposes some additional thoughts on the subjects of heaven and hell, specifically linking the dual realms of bios and zoe along with concepts of time and eternity to each. Ratzinger, in tune with Kreeft and Lewis, establishes that, “Only when we have experienced [God] as silence may we hope to hear his speech, too, which proceeds in silence” (Ratzinger 296). God as eternal silence establishes and shows man’s true fear of loneliness, a fear which Jesus himself experienced in his descent into hell and cry out to God on the cross. Without the eternal “You” of God, the human self becomes entrenched in the ultimate loneliness and isolation: Hell. Though death is absolute loneliness as well, love can still enter into it – love penetrated with the joy and truth of God. There is a depth-ridden beauty inherent in death which cannot seen simply from the surface of the earth, it must be experienced first hand.

Hope of surface immortality, though, leads to final and closed death. In order to not fall into this trap, the human must realize the temporality of the realm of bios and move into the realm of zoe, or definitive life. This can be done through the love of God, the truth of God – it being unconditional and able to conquer even the seemingly most utter of loneliness: death. Here lies the distinction between heaven and hell, between the afterlife of the “above” and the afterlife of the “below.” Does man remain untouchable and immortal in the afterlife of the below? Absolutely. But this is man’s greatest torment, to evade the truth and exist in isolation for eternity. Eternity in this case is not something within the bounds of time but the entirely other of time – that which is present always, even today. Ratzinger establishes that Jesus is the one who connected time with eternity, humans with God, and humans with joy. No deep satisfaction can be elicited from the temporal, only hints and analogies of true joy.

What does everything that Kreeft, Lewis, and Ratzinger had to say mean? Well, for one, it gives a whole new meaning to the cliché “There is a reason for everything.” Rather than this, the saying should be rephrased: “There is the reason for everything.” This reason being the deepest joy, the deepest wisdom – the deepest truth. At first, I was skeptical – why should any pain be necessary for the ultimate satisfaction? Why must the self be pierced at all? Then I realized that if this were the case, earth would be heaven, a heaven which we would not even be able to recognize (and maybe even more towards hell than heaven). While I may not appreciate surface piercings at the time of their occurrence, I am now able to appreciate the depth of their value, the realm of the zoe bursting forth only through the realization of the existence of a bios and a multi-faceted self. These piercings lead us to live lives not for ourselves but for others, for the sake of the ultimate joy of the pierced, the ultimate joy of the other. Only through the selfless (which can only be realized through the existence of “surface” and “surface piercings”) can one fully realize the importance of the depths of self and what truth really means. If the water on the surface of the ocean was a solid and not able to ripple, one would not be able to delve into the ocean’s uttermost depths where the true treasure lies in abundance.

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

Specialized CRAP.


I haven't written in a while, and its really irking me. So I decided to toss up a little English mini-project. I know its shallow and its terrible. However, I wanted something new. And that means introducing the blonde-haired, mustached Hamlet to thee.

Polonius as Symbol in Hamlet

Polonius can be seen as the archetypical “oafish” minister in Hamlet. Ophelia’s (Polonius’ daughter) relations with Hamlet (however deep those relations may go, the reader knows little) blind the judgment of Polonius. This ignorance eventually leads to the destruction of Polonius’ entire family – including Ophelia, who originally he intended to protect.

A more apparent symbol of this destructive ignorance comes in the scene when Hamlet murders Polonius. Even in death, Polonius maintains the ultimate symbol of ignorance – he remains shrouded and hidden behind a cloth whilst being stabbed. Only until after the murder does Hamlet realize who he has killed. This, though, could be said to represent the triumph of truth, of rational thinking over the instinctive ignorance of Polonius.

Do you see Polonius as a symbol of ignorance? Or perhaps, of something else? Was Polonius’ death the necessary death of ignorance or simply another obstacle in the way of Hamlet’s master plan?

Ophelia as Symbol in Hamlet

Ophelia is the primary love interest in Hamlet, serving as the source of much intrigue and tragedy within the play. Ophelia becomes the domino who falls thus crumpling her entire family. She primarily represents innocence lost – in the beginning, she merely is a daughter reporting “romance” to her father, Polonius. By the end (of her life, anyway), she has become insane, ending her own life in the process. Aside from the Queen, Gertrude, Ophelia is the most major female character in the play.

In a way, Ophelia can be said to represent a parallel to Hamlet in that both have their sanity in question by the end of their lives. While Hamlet presents a more ambiguous case of psychosis, Ophelia can be said to be nearly surely driven insane.

What do you think of Ophelia, particularly in regards to her as one of the primary female characters in the story? Does she represent anything more than innocence lost?